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EDYN TIDESTRIDER, CHALLENGER OF THE UNDERSEA, RIVAL OF THE DEEP. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BROTHER WAS CHOSEN TO BE A WEAPON OF THE GODS? HOW WILL YOU UNDO WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO HIM?
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#edyn tidestrider#cw blood#EDYYYNNNN TTIDESTRIDERRR OHH HOW I LOVE HERRRR#THIS IS A PAGE FULLA REEAALLY OLD DOODLES AND REALLY REALLY OLD DOODELS AND NEW DOODLES. ENJOY.#ONLY CLEANED IT UP A BUNCH TTODAY AND IM ACTUALLY SO SO HAPPY W IT WEEEEE#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? DOWN IN THE UNDERSEA. TO VISIT YOUR BROTHER WHENEVER THE ADULTS WOULD LET YOU#A KID WHO DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHY HER BROTHER WAS BEING TAKEN AWAY OR WHY HE KEEPS GETTING HURT#OR WHY THE ADULTS JUST KEEP LETTING IT HAPPEN. ITS FOR THE BEST? FATE OF THE WORLD AND ALL THAT? HEY WHO THE FUCK IS IN CHARGE HERE#HOW DO WE STOP IT. HOW DO I STOP IT. THERES PEOPLE OUT THERE WORKING ON SOMETHING. ARITIFICIAL LEVIATHAN YOU SAY?#WE COULD BUILD A THING TO RIVAL THE GODS. WELL. SIGN ME UP. IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU#WHAT A FASCINATING THING SHE ACTUALLY SAID. 'IM GOING TO UNDO WHAT THEY DID TO YOU' HELLO?? EDYN? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#WHAT EXACTLY DID THEY DO TO HIM. OTHER THAN THE PROPHECY TRAINING. YOU CAN UNDO THAT? YOU CAN UNDO ALL THAT? HOW?? HELLO???#LIKE SURE I JUST SPOUTED MY THEORIES I THINK SHE WANTS TO KILL GOD BUT THATS JUSTA THEORY... A GA#WHAT IS EDYNS GOAL AND WHY CANT SHE TELL ANYONE OOUUUHHH EDYNNNN CMERE EDYNN CMERRE STOP WALKING AWAY CMERE. COME HERE.#fuuuuuck shes so mysteriousss what is she HIDING!!shes also so so so so angry i fucken know she is. shes so gentle and so sweet and timid#but she is ANGRY and shes SMART and clearly shes AMBITIOUS bc shes TALKING TO THE FUCKING BIG HEAD HONCHO O THE FUCKEN NNAAAVYYYYY#ALSO WHO IS NICHOLAS. IF THATS EVEN HIS REAL NAME. WHO DID YYYOU MEET EDYN. DO YOU HAVE A WISH TO BE GRANTED EDYN???#CHEWING ON THE BARS O MY CELL I NNNNEEEEED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT EDYN IM SO CURIOUS IMG ONNA KILL PEOPLE#i said once in another post 'the oath an eldest sister takes on is on par w that of a paladins-#-and sometimes upheld w the very same ferocity'. I REALLY LIKED THAT LINE.#pleeese... if u can hear me.. pls join me and draw edyn w unbridled plasmatic rage abt the way her brother was treated by the Elders#also pls draw her SCARY. I NEED HER TO BE SSCARY. PLEEASEE I NEED HER TO BE JUST AS VIOLENT AS GILLION BUT INA ICE COLD WAY#JUST AS VIOLENT JUST AS STRONG JUST AS MUCH OF AN AQUATIC MONSTER. im sure u see the vision.#ok i gotta go t bed now i got work in tha morning n i should nnot be stayin up this late. if u hav thoughts abt edyn pls scream abt em#okay byyyyeee goodniiigihhttttt
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I think there r not enough fics about pat finding out that pran's been in love with him for soo long. I mean I wanna read him thinking that Pran is joking and have his grin fall out when he realizes the sincerity in his words. I mean I kinda wanna see it happen in bet era (although if it did happen during bet era I definitely don't think Pat would have been able to continue the bet any longer). I want Pat to wait until the full meaning of it set properly and I want realize the pain Pran went through. I want him to pamper Pran like never before. I mean I know he's already gone man for Pran but I want to see him completely loose it with this information.
#i need these fics now#i mean it feels like there can be so many versions of it#i want to see him happy sad devastated freak out by that intensity#i think Pran deserves it#it can also be like ink casually mentioning that pran is in love with him in the high school#and pat thinking she just got wrong idea about it#and him coming home and mentioning this to pran casually#u know to laugh over it#and Pran going āactually it IS trueā#and pat laughing out loud#and Turing over only to see how serious pran is#or them cleaning out something and pat finding something which shows prans unrequited love#i know just friends gives away that pran had a crush on pat in high school#but i want to see him understand the intensity of it#and also that it never went away#anyway#bad buddy#bbs#patpran#bad buddy series#bad buddy the series
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I havenāt posted art in forever, (I am currently working on art tho!! Itās just taking me a bit cuz.. job..) but! Butā¦ what about if instead of the art u guys came here for. I instead posted pictures of the cool lil outfits Iāve been wearing recently that im rlly proud ofā¦ what about that???
#part of the issue w art is also for some reason. FOR REAL. the default shit I want to draw is just ME. IN MY VARIOUS CUTE LIL OUTFITS#Iāve become a narcissistā¦ a fashion obsessed narcissist.. i just want everyone to see and admire my cool fitsā¦#I struggle. so much more drawing shit that is not me nowadays. and I have so much less free time#but then I donāt FINISH the pics of me cuz Iām like āthis is too self indulgent!!! stop!! draw fanart!!#like a normal person!!! ghgh-ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½#ur rlly gonna come back from an art hiatus w just a bunch of silly pics of u being cuteā¦ get a fucking grip..#uhhh.. but anyway lol#I am still drawing. Iām currently working on some expiremental lineless digital art#cuz I felt shaking stuff up might help#we shall see if I finish it tho!#it me#pepper words#anyway look at my fits#my one. 2 curses r in bad at taking pictures#and I live in a dingy basement so the lighting fucking SUCKS#u cannot see all the detailā¦. u cannot make out All of my lil accessories#itās sadā¦#all these outfits r very black and white i do in fact wear colorsā¦ mostly red. n green#but I am rlly In my aristocratic vampire / witch era right nowā¦ and Iām loving itā¦#middle 2 pics r the same outfit. just w and without cloak lol#also pls do me a kindness and ignore my messy ass room#lady outfit is actually my most recent and my room HAS gotten less messy! I cleaned it up!#but itās still kinda. got some clutter lol#*last outfit. not lady outfit ghghg- these r gender neutral femme leaning outfits Iāll have u kno typo!!#also pls ignore the shit on my mirror!! the lil white speckles and stuff! I rlly gotta fucking clean that.. if I wanna keep taking cute#pictures of my outfits lolā¦ I mean. itās not MY mirror so I donāt think to clean it.. but it is in my living spaceā¦#mayhapsā¦ I should clean it lol
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Goes to bed feeling significantly better because my sinus infection is improving vs waking up remembering that I'm not actually fully recovered + the ear infection is beginning + no meds yet + return of the sore throat
#my boss is gonna LOVE me today (doesnt come in again)#its fine i have a doctors note that covors me till friday but i still feel like shit lol#well yesterday and the day before i was basically just on an off sleeping and feeling miserable.#so today im taking the time to finish healing plus clean my sickness nest and get myself ready for the weekend#i mean compared to yesterday morning i was feeling a LOT better but now this morning its like. hes still here... osmosis jones where are u
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something something byan ending up in the office on at least half of the days they actually bother showing up to school, specifically for breaking the dress code... some of the teachers eventually hitting a point of letting the less drastic rule violations slide bc they don't want to deal with the scene they know from experience that byan will cause, but then others being especially nit-picky about it... idk I'm just thinking about it tonight
#like u know a chunk of it is transphobic but like.#the majority of it is genuinely bc they're outright intentionally wearing skirts that're too short & shit#byan is maliciously breaking the dress code bc they think it's stupid#but they also wanna stick it to those who don't think they should be dressing the way they do#and in the process they give everyone a fucking headache sfjgksh#and like. they're more than happy to be doing that. that's WHY they make such a scene.#fuck authority!!! if ur gonna stifle them then they're gonna make sure ur miserable!!!!#they're petty enough to come back tomorrow wearing an even shorter skirt just so u have to deal with it again!!!#and if u eventually cave & don't call them on the smaller shit?? that just means they're winning!!!!!!#ahdjgsg hi I'm alive & thinking about Them but also like. drowning myself in games to get through the days#actual writing is still on the backburner for now but I have been slowly cleaning up my drafts for whenever I do have the energy back :'v#āā Ė ā° ā° ooc ā® donāt @ me.
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Gonna slap the people who named bugs
#found a bug in my room- thought it was a sandbaby- turns out I donāt remember what a sandbaby looks like#so I do a bit of research and the first thing that I see that looks right is wind scorpion#now I need everyone here to understand that I love bugs deeply they are neat they are cool they are friends#but I have a deep fear of scorpions#zbznnsnsbsns they are extremely cool just not when theyāre by me#so my first thought is shit I have to abandon my room and everything in it now it all belongs to the scorpion#but itās late and Iām already in bed and Iām doing more research cause d u h#and turns out itās not really a scorpion at all???? I mean like. same family tree#but itās not your traditional scorpion- it doesnāt have a stinger and itās non venomous#worst thing about it is itās a little speedy a bit aggressive and can/will bite#but the REAL worst thing is it likes to cozy up in blankets and clothes#and itās in my bedroom where I so happen to keep my blankets and clothes dhdhdhhdjdd#anywho Iāll try to catch it and put it outside tomorrow after work if I can find it again#whole point of this is for just a second I was like oh fuck a scorpion and was not okay about that djdjdjdjd#tw bugs#itās also called a sun spider#cause why have one name when you can have two???#dhdhdjjsjsjs anyways uh everything is fine and Iām going to bed#I will see to cleaning my room and maybe capturing our little friend tomorrow
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i hate living here
#i havent talked to my mom literally all day and she came home and is just PISSED at me#like. what the fuck#also. also! shes pissdd that i have ocd that SHE gave me#the definition of homegirl i get it from u!!!#and ive dealt with urs my whole fucking life!!!! and when mine gets worse u fucking hate me#why did u have a kid!!!!#what did u expect!!!#and uve literally never let me do anything in this house and now when i dont volunteer to like clean or move stuff ur surprised#bitch u threw my barbies down the stairs when i was a kid#bc i drew on one of those black felt things (do u know what i mean? i cant remember what they were)#and then touched them without washing my hands#YOUUUU made me this way and our living situation this way#YOUUUUU were the adult#(this isnt to say im like. nasty and not cleaning anything. this happened bc i didnt put the coffee maker back together)#like she wouldnt have ripped my head off if she hadnt wanted it put together#i dunno. just hate it here#and i wanted to rant but i hate to rant to my boyfriend about her bc the nuance to understand what shes like is ridiculous#hence all. ^^^ that.#and yet i dont leave because i dont want to leave her alone#because sometimes we're like best friends. which i dont GET#bc its like u hate me and then sometimes ur happy to have me around#i dont know. anyway.#love u if u read all this <3#tw parents#tw abuse#<- maybe? just in case#rebeccaspeaks
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww š„ŗ i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like#idk man š!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel š like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person#literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT#<- mfs when no basketball#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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i hate living with people who still have high school minds and donāt practice basic respect in sharing spaces with people cause they just have their friends over all the time who r loud asf and no one cleans up after themselves and most of their friends call me a bitch behind my back ig cause i donāt interact w ppl and also yea youād have a resting bitch face too if ur the houses fucking maid and only actual adult who deals with every fucking thing whatever holy fuck man
#like idk call me a bitch whatever but i think I deserve basic respect in my own goddamn house in which i pay bills in. fuck off.#and yea I have a friend group we hang out but because weāre adults we clean up after ourselves and arenāt obnoxious immature cunts . btw !#also these ppl who call me a bitch either donāt know me or disrespected me in my own home and āmeant to apologize but is too scaredā#ok so u still come into my goddamn fucking house loud asf disrespectful asf messy asf but pretend im not a human being bc ur soooo scared#when u yelled at me and told me to chill and called me a bitch for setting a boundary where I was in the right . and u donāt want to#apologize cause now u suddenly donāt like confrontationā¦ when ur in the wrong ā¦ hm!!!! i fucking hate you tai get out of my fucking house#my god#also if this sounds mean itās because i put up with toooooooo much !!!!!!!!! children!!! im taking care of children against my will im only#22!!! im tired!! and depressed!!! I donāt need this !!!!!!
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when the show starts gideon's had time off for ptsd he buries it deep down & carries on & makes himself work with it, then when his little guy gets it too he passes on some shitty advice & otherwise (as much as we see) stays silent about it. then it all gets to gideon (you know, because he doesn't deal with it or take it seriously as far as we see) & he quits, leaving reid to keep working with ptsd & the bad advice. i love gideon but maybe it was good for reid to see that his mental health management was perhaps something to not take to heart too much hahah
#dr spencer reid#my post#criminal minds#jason gideon#ugh now i'm thinking about how fcking horrific withdrawals are & hoping reid took a good chunk of time off (as much as possible)#to get clean :(#cannot imagine doing full withdrawal & trying to work straight after#no way it could happen during#by 'a good chunk of time' i mean like 2 weeks maybe? 1 sick week 1 holiday? hotch probs knew why maybe spun it as a research thing to#anyone who asked idk idk#i'm all for giving your ptsd less power by not taking it seriously (literally had a clown makeup phase the 2nd year of it) but u also need#to at least acknowledge it's there & in 99% of ways a hindrance#not a tool for better work or a sign of how much u care or whatever sksdkld gideon u goof
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they look half dead ā¹ļø
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#matt sharp#i rlly like riversā hair in this one! itās epicness#i liked his hair in the 90s with his bowl cut.#bowl cuts are cool#and he looked great w it !#anyways yesterday was my boyfriendās birthday party; and i got him some chaos emeralds from sonic that heās been wanting like ; forever!#it was fun for the most part; but nobody told me we would be swimming plus i was the only girl there sooo i was just sitting around while#everybody swam and stuff. and my friend hayden i guess felt bad so he stayed out of the pool despite having swimwear and just played mobile#games with me; which was fun and i really appreciated but this guy ; who will remain nameless was being rlly mean to me at the party#like he was saying stuff abt how my boyfriend didnāt really like me THAT much (we have been together for nearly a yearā¦)#and other things like that; which made me rlly sad and i kept asking my mom to pick me up but she wasnāt answering so i couldnāt do anything#besides trying not to cry and stuff. but itās okay#and after everybody went inside besides me and my boyfriend ; we were cleaning up the table since the guys left all their trash and i had#like a whole pile of trash; like tons of plates and a whole stack of trash still; the guy from earlier who was mean just like#put his trash on top of the trash i was already carrying inside#since the guys were all crowded around the trash cans (he was closest; but he couldnāt throw it away; rather he wanted to deliberately just#put it on the pile i was carrying ) and it wouldnāt be a big deal if he wasnāt mean earlier; i wouldnāt have cared so much#but he was being real mean and just did that. and iām a passive person ; but i rolled my eyes a ton at it and idk it felt like the#other guys were laughing; which made me feel even more awful about the fact but yeah so i rolled my eyes tons and he told my bf that he was#sorry about it; but didnāt say it to me and stuff and idk it just made me feel bad#when i was younger i got bullied a lot and people would throw their trash on my lunch tray n it just reminded me of that and made me sad;#but itās okay now! other than that i had a good time and it was fun! my boyfriend said he loved my gift to him so ya! :D it was fun other#than the stuff with the guy! but yeah. not rlly weezer related tags today; just really wanted to get that off my chest#my boyfriends mom asked if i felt left out; which i definetly did and really wanted to go home but ik i couldnāt so i was just sitting at a#table alone for abt 20 mins while everybody was changingninitially#but itās okay! ty for listening to my rant i love u all
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need to rant about wrestling to my f/os immediately .
#LISTEN . i know ilja vs gunther 3 is like. i know it's better if its on a ppv and not a random raw episode BUT COMEEE ON#MAKING JEY BEAT ILJA *CLEAN* IS FUCKING INSANE#IF U DONT WANT TO MAKE JEY LOOK BAD THEN LIKE BRING GUNTHER IN OR FUCKING LUDWIG OR WHATEVER#MAKE THEM COST ILJA THE MATCH SO HE DOESNT LOOK FUCKKGN WEAK I MEAN#dude#i used to feel neutral on jey and then i liked him and then i went back to neutral but now i kind of wanna join my friend on the hate train#THEY KEEP SHOVING HIM EVRYWHERE LIKE ?!?!? sorry i dont think he should've won this match .#god im so annoyed i love wrestling but its so. frustrating sometimes i feel like everytime im confident in my guess of how the match is -#gonna go wwe like scans my brain and chooses to go the complete opposite direction#TIRED OF IT !!!!! And tired of jey
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i dream of being able to go get a couples massage but instead of w the love of my life itās w my colon & she finally gets what the FUCK has been WRONG w her WORKED out šš
#stream#GET A GRIP#I HATE BEING ALIVE#i need to make a new tag where itās literally just posts of my pussy causing my suffering#shitter nation#thatās it#thatās the one#swag#i say swag so innocuously that my chinese flatmate will just say it too & it makes me laugh like u know when someone has like an affirmation#& start saying it itās that except i feel bad kind of bc the way i use it is literally butchering the word#me sitting on the bus & it stops: swag#itās just so fucking funny ALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKALAKSLA like I CANT HELP IT IM CONSTANTLY SAYING IT MY BROTHER GOT ME STARTED DOING IT LIKE#THIS šššššššš#anyway#my family got hit by the hurricane yesterday & thank fucking GOD that PINE FELL IN THE OPPOSITE DIECTION bc YALL#literally it wouldāve taken out the bedrooms#like the whole root system has TIPPED#but do we know why ? YES WE FUCKING DO & ITS BC FATHER KEPT CUTTING DOWN ALL THE BRANCHES bc āitāll damage the roof!ā which i mean in this#case ā¦ FAIR ā¦. BUT ALSO IN THIS CASE IT WAS SOOO TOP HEAVY#i mean like they always made ME afraid bc u can see them sway but i just thought ālike a sailboat u need a mountain of a wave to tipā &#hurricanes ? are the mountain ā¦ BUT SHE LASTED DURING ALL THE OTHERS#LITERALLY ALL OF THE OTHERS like this tree is older than the house & the house is OLD [FOR AMERICA] it was built in the late 70s/early 80s#like she took HARVEY & IKE FINE#which i was there during but i worry abt them bc of the lack of cell service wifi & power but i know its over so its just clean up now#sucks to be my brother bc my father sent pics of him w an axe having to cut the tipped tree from the road lmfao#wait why is he using an axe we literally have a chainsaw#probably bc the treeās wet & itāll fuck up the chain & it has to be out of the road bc thatās where it landed btw lmfao it was house or road#& itās in the road thank FUCK - NO DAMAGE TO ANY CARS literally we were sooooooo LUCKY#ANYWAY iām only on a few hours of sleep & tired & my knee kills bc it actually got damaged during the omar assault so ive a new knee brace#swag ā¦ :( im just so tired. iām so over constantly feeling like im being watched 24/7 it has genueinly put so much stress on me
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Maybe I need to calm down bc why did I see a post comparing wangxian to joongdok but because 'wwx & kdj are both dumbasses but lwj & yjh fell in love anyways' and I just felt so irritated that some fans still ignore wwx's academic and emotional intelligence, don't even get me started on kdj-
#i know i should be past this like i just need to mind my own business#and i know it's because i foolishly had a cup of coffee a few hours ago#such means i couldn't focus enough to do my homework so I've just been cleaning things here n there to burn off the energy#but now that I'm sitting in the orv tag. i do wonder.#how do u read such a transformational work and come out of it like. how do i make surface level connections to the other popular yaoi i kno#it's giving mdzs donghua only like please.#what am i even ranting about. god i should sleep#wait i kinda don't wanna tag this with anything bc i feel like it'll make me mad again š
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constellations chapter 3 is SO GOOD idk what the fuck happened there, but go OFF!!!
#i know everyone's in chapter 4 land but 3 is SOO GOOD#bro the stone forest alone....HELP#ugh it was so hard writing wukong's rage form but HOLY SHIT!! reading it after is so hype#do u ever just sit in a pavilion as the rain gently falls...with your ex-husband and mentee....and it's quiet and peaceful but#there's a strong turbulence going on deep inside you :3#the way wukong always dusts MK off and wipes his tears away and makes sure he's clean faced and ready to go#speaks to how much wukong cares about vanity#i mean he also is expressing comfort and compassion but. he also cares about appearances a lot#but anyway -- do you also ever have a conversation with your ex-husband through eye contact alone?#i think they've done that four times in this fic...#mk the entire journey: every day i get a little more homophobic#HE'S SO TIRED!!!!#MK after talking to wukong and macaque at the inn: yeah haha! i seriously wanna go home now! š#MK on the phone: DADSY /PLEASE/ COME PICK ME UP!!!!#macaque seeing Wukong's eyes for the first time and actually stopping everything that he was doing#and just looking at wukong and being like āhaha...heeyyy what the fuck?? did they do to you??ā chef's kiss#wukong and macaque just talking while macaque captures that random man's shadow...please#as they reminisce about how things used to be...how easily they talk to each other when they're not guided by hate#that's the thing it's how easily they fall into step with one another#that's shadowpeach. they'll be off balance or one will be running and the other walking. they'll get distracted or whatever. but#they'll always fall back into step with one another#and that's why they've got to walk with each other. step by step...so they can stop being afraid š
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What they don't tell you about having a nose piercing is that it feels like I have a dangly booger just in there and I have to just Leave It Be bc I'm not supposed to touch the area at all if I can help it
The face holes be itching today again, folks
#speculation nation#ive been carefully cleaning around the piercings with q-tips. including the inside of my nostril#which should hopefully deal with Actual boogers in said nostril#it's so hard to stop myself from rubbing the spots tho. theyre so itchy. wanna itch.#i managed to snag my thumb on my nose piercing in the night and Ouch owie ow. that hurt lmfao#when i leave them alone they fall into a relatively painless neutral. but it is So Hard to leave them alone...#the booger feeling should hopefully get better too. in time.#my piercer does a flatback kinda thing where the bar gets downsized after a certain amount of time & healing#so in like a month and a half ish ill have the bar shortened which means it wont hang down so much#for now. i must simply endure.#it's not too bad. just requires me to be Careful and try to contain the urge to Touch.#u dont realize how much u touch ur face until ur not supposed to touch ur face. š
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